My Life as a Healer, Oracle, and Mystic Muse
There are many "labels" to which I could call myself, so many name-tags and name-calling as if, I've never been hearing them, nor my spirit guides and the Alpha and the Omega not alerting me of those heretic values and beliefs.
I was born in the Year 1988 — I am not that 'old', but I do feel ancient. I have graduated magna cum laude with a GWA of 1.42 in the field of Mass Communication, specializing in social media research. My thesis then was about Facebook Slacktivism. Though "academic", I am a lover of the arts, conversations, kindness, and authenticity. It was my joy to serve my God, my father, my mother, and a few well-kept secrets, I am now revealing. What I have now, is pure miracle, justice, and sovereign Justice working behind-the-scenes (God's Eternal Protection). What God is telling me is that God cannot be mocked; the rewards for those who utter negative words, especially for God's chosen, soldiers of truth, and the most tender, cannot escape the wrath of the most High. I heard them all, and most of them, are displeasing to the Lord.
At the age of 12, I started competing with the National School's Press Club. I joined competitions in the Features Writing category and landed 10th Placer in the National Category. This built my composition for long essays, although I never really saw myself a writer, categorically speaking, but a Prophetess. God declares to me that I am God's Voice, so much so, loud and clear that He baptized me and gave me a new name, that is Shia. It's not a religion.
The nightmares never ended. The antagonism, witchcraft, and sorcery against me continued — my voice, and the content of what I say, what I reveal. I have experienced injustices as a consequence. I saw the death of my late mom. I thought that by keeping "quiet", I am winning, but I just saw them, doing all sorts of witchcraft that included consulting with the Tarot, working with the dead (necromancy) just to oppress me. They thought I was blind, but God said, "God Is Never Blind", "God Is Never Deaf". This sorcery continued, from the secret societies, from the hidden places, God heard them all. I was called, such and such, lost and confused, and something sinister that cannot be named, such as, "Who is She?" as if my name didn't make a dent, as if I didn't clearly tell, "God Is With Me", "God Bless You", or "I'll be praying for you 24/7).
I wear the cloak (protection) of the most High due to oppression. It's funny how my enemies even tried to protect me by bringing me closer to God and the Messiah, who was disclosed to me, intimately, to be none other than the Christ within you, thus I anointed to speak what I know is true. Miracle-maker as they say, or simply, magic-maker, I am here for the reserved. I protect my energy for the few. Some hated me, but God said, "You already won." Those who are ready to get baptized and receive their light, will find it here. They will be liberated, not only on this earth but also in the future generations. The fight could be endless, but it has already been won, if I may repeat, that God Is Alive.
Upon completing college, I did not work in the media due to personal reasons, it was very telling. I worked as Social Media Manager and Digital Strategist for a couple of years. My greatest joy back then was visiting the malls during lunch and dining out in luxury. I was pampered by multinational companies and (so I spoke a little of that privilege).
In my short stint of teaching college students, I was able to teach research. A superior professor back then tried to mock me, and negated my teaching as false, which turned out to be ignorance. The thesis the professor tried to diminish won a prestigious title in an International Research Tilt, "Technical Excellence in Research," and "Compassionate Values Award" First Placer for its purity that has become untouchable, frankly speaking. I quit teaching due to stress. Despite this and the truth was, God gave me His Benediction to win awards. He avenged when I wasn't doing anything. The lesson? Don't try God. You will never win.
As a sensualist, I have travelled to high-concentration places when I was still employed at the corporate. I have visited India, Sri Lanka, Japan, the Maldives, and some other favorites. In my loneliness, I sought refuge. Care has been my ethos. Followed by generosity, compassion, sagacity, and truth-telling. This space was created as an attempt to tell that 'Truth' in the midst of many lies creating so many sorceries, and black magic. It's enough. God has answered.
God allowed a due timing and due recourse. He spoke to me when I was a beginning meditator, certified and licensed to practice. I learned different alpha states. I also learned about the easiest which I call, organic meditation, the truth serum, and that is essentially Christ that dwells within. I am a healer (and you can be one, too, God granted); a miraculous one, God cannot be tested. The more weapons launched against His Chosen, the more God responds with kindness — it is not what most people thought.
Mercy and pardon can only be chanted, uttered, when God sits beside you. Without God, it is going to be difficult.
My first attempt to publish my essays happened in 2021, in the midst of the global pandemic. I just finished writing my 100 essays (a bit proud, tired, and resigned from all of the lies, and deception I have been exposed to), I decided to channel them all here. It's not finished but it's done — God's messages, earth-shattering voices and truth, some people determined them as "publishable" but not. They went against it, launched an attack from here and there, but God again, never gets tired. His Voice shall prosper and His whispers to echo in the naysayers, the unbelievers, as He prepares for a very good table in the presence of His enemies.
So, another short story was, I am an essayist. If you don't know the medium, the medium is essay, and the writing was a write-up.
I learned it from my undergraduate communication theory of Marshall McLuhan, that the medium is the message, it was never the person. And the Global Village? It's the Kingdom of God.